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Fairborn, Ohio, United States
Sometimes I'm really random and hyper, pessimisstic and gloomy,a know-it-all or sometimes I wanna be left alone. But lately I've just been happy and hyper. I like smut and am very perverted. I also like anime,manga,OtakuUSA, fanfiction,yaoi,and yuri. I have an account on photobucket (Corrupted_Uke), photoblog (MirrorofInsanity), Wordpress (hikarihonoka) and I have a windowslive ID: fairie_pet@hotmail.com. YOu can also contact me at lovingyou_hurts@hotmail.com Contact me if you want.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Revived.

How long has it been since I posted something here? I wonder. Anyway just saying that I will be posting very often now, (or at least trying to).
Anyway I was just going to say that I've reached a different point in my life now, and am starting to ...well change deosn't really describe it...I'd say morph. That works better. Kinda like a butterfly. And I'd say that I've been trying to really figure out who I am. Reading helps. I've read new literature, like Generation Undead. (the best book EVER) and new manga like Loveless, and Deathnote and I've been focusing on learning more about forensics and things about the Human Body and art, I'm hoping to widen my social groups. :DDD Anyway thats the most I have to talk about right now, my day was....well it wasn't much of anything. Hope tomorrow is different. :D

~xx L.D.G.

Monday, January 28, 2008

Hi Minna-chan!
I'm feeling better today. Anyways you'll never geuss what happened last night. Okay me and my mom go to the movies and it was'nt that bad, but only because the movie we went to see was the one I wanted to see. Anyways the movie we go to see is Dan in Real Life, (with steve carell) and there's a scene in it where they're singing "Let my Love open the door" ( really great scene by the way steve carell is a great singer.) and when the movies over and we get in the car geuss what song is playing on the radio? "Let my Love open the door"!!! It was so so cool! Then me and her went to walmart. I prefer not to go into detail about that because I don't want to start a HUGE rant on my page about how much I hate my mother. Anyways that's all the news I have right now, minna-chan. Update Later!
~Jaa mata

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Angry Day

Hi minna-chan

Today was alot better then it was yesterday. My friends and me have been playing e-mail tag for the pass couple hours and it's been fun. I cleaned my room too. and I was actually feeling pretty happy but then my mom started nagging so now I'm just pissed off. But I'm handling it well considering had she done that about a year ago I'd still be yelling at her right now. But now I just monotoneuosly reply, or ignore her. *sigh* Anyways me and my friends are gonna write a story but we don't have any ideas yet. Leave an idea in a comment?, pretty please? I also might be going to see a movie tonight but I really don't want to. I don't really have much choice in the matter though. Damn it. That's it minna-chan. Maybe things will be better tomorrow. At least tomorrow I'll be seeing Hikara-chan and Akira-chan.
~Jaa mata

Saturday, January 26, 2008

angsty day

Hi Minna-chan...

I've been feeling bored (empty) since friday... not sure why.... It usually happens on weekends though... that's why I changed the blog format. I like this one better. I also changed my blog title. I think I'm slightly depressed because I've really got nothing to do and no one else is home ( although I'm actually happy about that....) . I really don't care if anyone else is home I just wish I could go somewhere... I feel trapped and I want to do something but can't. Like I'm tired but can't sleep.... and there's nothing on TV to watch (there never is on weekends), I don't live near any of my friends and even if I did I can't go out without asking for "permission" first and even if I did ask my mom would still say no, because she seems to think I can't take care of myself. Damn her... Sorry if I'm boring you minna-chan but today's been a pretty sucky day and I feel like telling someone and that unfortunate person just happened to be you....(sigh) I'm really selfish, you know? I shouldn't be pitying myself just because I have no life and barely any friends, there are people with worse problems and here I am only talking about ME ME ME( but I can't help "those other people" and I don't really want to help them because I don't know them and don't even know if they deserve help... ),..... I hate myself sometimes...
Sorry for the (stupid) angst. Even though on friday I wasn't feeling that great after school ( because I knew it was going to be a lonely weekend) I felt better after I got on the computer ( I had an e-mail though I was'nt completely alone...) What's weird is that about ten minutes ago I was fine, happy even.... now I'm just..... empty and wanting..... (sigh)

~Jaa mata

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Hi Minna-chan!

I joined some groups on Flickr.com. I have an account on there now! WOOT!!! XD I have 9 accounts (all on different websites) including this one. I'm an Internet Whore!!! XD I now have another blog on this site! XD "Pictures Taped on My Mirror". I'll be posting a new pic every day that describes my mood and a short caption. Hence the blog title. :] I'll also be posting some yaoi (Boy's Love) +yuri pics and random anime pics and random icons. (I am such a hentai!!! XD)
N-E-WAYZ
That's it Minna-chan!
Bai-Bai!!! ^ ^